My Lovely Son

Hey Everyone.. so today i want to introduce my only son.. after waited for almost 2 years, finally... Allah s.w.t gives me the most beautiful, lovely and healthy son for us.... Yeah, its been a long time since my last post, but suddenly i feel like i wanna post something here..

So guys, let me introduce my cute little munchkin..'MUHAMMAD SOFIZEIN BIN MUHAMMAD SOFIZAL'.. now he's 2 years old.. very active and sporty little boy like his father.. menggunung puji anak sendiri kan?? hehe.. sapa lagi nk puji kalau bukan his mum and dad??? ye tak??


Muhammad Sofizein was born in 21st September 2013 (the same month with me) at Columbia Asia Puchong Hospital, the miracle of our life.. why i said that?? yeah..he's a miracle... i never get period since September 2012 until March 2013 i checked my pregnancy test (which i was just play with the test) suddenly.......it's DOUBLE LINE!!!!! can you believe that??? actually my friends bought the test for me because they said i looked different.. i did not feel anything but they can.. so, they bought for me and the next day i tried the test.. i cried in the bathroom and called my husband (that time we we're separated because i worked at Gua Musang and he's in KL)..we we're both not believed in what just happened. Then, Fizal wanted me to stay calm and waited until back home.

So, on Thursday when i came back to KL, my husband fetch me at PWTC bus station and he brought me to the Clinic, and the Dr. said that it was a teeny tiny seed which is possibly a 'BABY'!! we are very lucky to have it because it happened only 1 in 10000000000 times... that is why i said he is a 'MIRACLE' in our life.......

He's so adorable right??? he's the light in our marriage...he's my 'REZEKI'... yes..after 4 years i waited to get transferred to KL, finally i got it.. My workplace now is SK Taman Medan, P.Jaya.. very near to our new house.. we're now stayed in Bukit Jalil happily together... Allah s.w.t has given the time where we have to be separate and the time where we have to be together.. it teaches us many things, appreciation in love, appreciates family relation, and the most thing is.... TRUST EACH OTHER! so girls out there...don't ever interrupt in our marriage because your appearance is just like a small ant who is begging for my husband sympathy.. I felt very sorry to u girls.....hahaha..

So, that's all i wanna share this time.. till me meet the next post (if i rajin..) bye bye!!~

Back To School!!~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t sume... :)

not much to say, just nk bgtau yg today is my 1st day at school for this year 2012... happy, seronok tgk my new students.. comel-comel belaka..hihi... My 1st day was quiet great becoz dis year mcm a lil bit easy to handle them.. sbnrnye, bukan easy mana pon tp maybe becoz dh ade 2 years experiences before, dats why sy mcm sng pujuk je budak2 tu bile dorg menangis.. haha... bila ingat balik, klakar sgt bdk2 ni punya ragam...huhuhu.. mcm my friend ckp, training like my own..hee..

Hmm, teringat balik old memories, whick is sy ni sbnrnye bukan opsyen preschool, but i took mathematics.. tp disebabkan fail 1 paper add math masa buat foundation kat Maktab dulu, so, sy ditukarkan course ke preschool..mula2, mmg frust n down gile sbb xbrp minat nk jg budak2 kecik...but, after 2-3 years study and learn about preschool ni, i'm into it!!!!~ sgt seronok and yg plg penting skali...AWET MUDA wooooo..hehehe...yela, main ngn budak2, menyanyi, berlakon, menari dgn dorg..:) seronok...

TAPIII....ianya akan jadi x seronok bila kte belajar dgn mereka..... hihi..ye la, 10x ulang xdpt2... ajar A then ajar B, bila tanya balik lupa A..ulang2 la smp byk kali..tu baru sorg nk kena tahan dgn dia, sy ade 25 students tau nk kena ajar mcm tu!!! sabar kunci paling utama seorang guru... bila kte dah belajar tntang erti sabar, automatically, kte akan dapat atasi pelbagai dugaan, rintangan and everything yg memerlukan kesabaran yg tinggi... hmm..lebih2 lagi, aku duk berjauhan daripada suami and families... mmg perlu byk bersabar.... and i used to it.. :) and no one knows how strong i am.. inside and outside.. :)

So, kembali ke sekolah ni juga membuatkan hidup saya menjadi lebih aktif..wpun sebak hati ni rindu sgt kat suami..tp tahan jugakkk...hehe..fikir nak cari rezeki tolong suami je..ikutkan tanggungjawab isteri lebih besar drpd tanggungjawab peribadi ni... isteri letaknye dia sisi suami bukan jauh drpd suami.. And ikut kan dlm Islam sndiri isteri x digalakkan bekerja...huhuh..tp untuk membantu keluarga, xde salah nye, cuma bila dipostingkan jauh drpd suami, norma kehidupan sbg wanita islam yg sudah berkahwin telah lari menyimpang..siapa yg harus dipersalahkan??? Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia lah yang harus dipersalahkan krn telah bertindak menjarakkan hubungan antara suami dan isteri tersebut...walaupun dh 3x mintak tukar, tp still sy xdpt... takpelah, mungkin belum sampai rezeki sy lagi.. SABAR ITU SEPARUH DRPD IMAN.. i will make this thing easy to handle..


to my husband MUHAMMAD SOFIZAL B SOKHINI... u're the greatest husband and i hope we can through this abnormal life together...I love u syg..i can't wait to see u on weekends..ini adalah cabaran terbesar dlm hub kte... x semua org alaminya, and Allah swt has choose us!!! pilih kte untuk sama2 harungi dugaanNya dan mendapat nikmat keberkatan daripadaNya...Semoga kita ditakdirkan kehidupan yg lebih selesa di masa akan datang.. seperti kata pepatah melayu,. BERSUSAH SUSAH DAHULU, BERSENANG SENANG KEMUDIAN... Amin

What Should You Do If You Find Your Loved One Is Cheating On You??

Hye!!~ today's post sedikit mengecewakan saya.. huhuhu... this is my own experienced.. u know, it is hard to face the truth when the one you love most was cheating on you..and u never expect that to be happened to u when u feel that both of u was doing well in ur relatonship..hermmm... as a women, when u love someone, u will love him as much as u can and will never stop loving him even he did something bad to u..am i rite?? it is hard to forget ur loved one's bad things because ur love much more bigger than the hates inside.

huhh...time to time, day to day,..u will forget everything as soon as possible!! because if u keep on remind him about it,he will be angry and frust with ur attitude.. hm..actually, i'm the one who should feel frust and angry to him.. but, x kisah laa..ape2 pun, as he said, we should look forward, and dont ever think about the past and the bad things that he've done before..because benda tu akan membuatkan u all bergaduh, then people who dont like u to be together will be..hurmm.. so, dont let them laugh at both of u... u should forgive him and accept him the way he accept ur weakness...

but girls, please make sure that he really regret of what he have done..ok?? jgn terima bulat2 je.. n dont be too stupid..lelaki ni if dah kantoi, mereka akan cuba tutup bnda2 yang kte belum gali lagi dgn mengeksploitasi their friends and family to shut their mouth from telling u...hurmm..as usual la kan, kte org perempuan ni akan mencari segala maklumat daripada kwn2 n fam dia untuk tau hal sebenar samada betul atau tak ape yg kte tau tu..hmmmmmm... actually, the more u dug, the more irritated u will felt.. so, cukup lah sekadar ape yg u all tau je...dont dig more, unless u want the relationship between u and him ended...so, buat la...!!

hmm..susah jadi perempuan yg disakiti....:( dan susah jadi perempuan yang terlalu mencintai seorang lelaki... why?? i don't know...when i talked to sum girls,they will said "just leave him!" but bila saya luahkan pd lelaki, he will said "just forget the past, look forward and live happily with him and terima dia seadanya"... the way he say same as my husband said to me... hanya lelaki shj yg faham bgaimana keadaannye...hrm....thanks Syafiz.. u are my best friend and the one that i will looking for whenever i had problems..

Don't ever think about the repayment..hehe.. mmg sy rs nk balas je kt dia..but if u want to live happily with ur loved one, please be patience...sume nye ade hikmah... pray to god, tenangkan hati..Insya'llah, semua nya akan terbalas which is ur hubungan akan lebih erat..he will love u much more because he don't want u to be sad and cry for him anymore... T_T

Try to be the best and anggap la yang u're the best. so dats why he choose u...hmm..Mengimbau kembali kenangan kami, we have been through all sad, bad, sweet, happy moments sepanjang 7 tahun sebelum kami kawin dan 9 bulan selepas berkahwin... its a long period..no one can beat u on how long u can stand on the relationship..and after all, u feel like the love between u and him lebih mendalam daripada sebelumnya...and kami sama2 xboleh hidup tanpa salah seorang drpd kami tiada.. That is TRUE LOVE.. :)

I'm always be with him...business and love comes together..supporting each other.. whatever it is...i know that he love me and i love him too.. :) until now, xade ape yg dapat pisah kan kami..as he said..except dead.. YA Allah, Please bless us, help us to stay strong, Kurniakan lah kami Cahayamata, ZUriat yang sihat, comel..:) Semoga kami bahagia di dunia dan akhirat kelak. AMIN :)

MY nIkah Outfit

haaaaa....cerita psl baju nikah ni... aku teringat gak bli kain kat Jakel tu...dia bleh plak x potong kain aku masa aku letak deposit tu.. huh... ape daa.... seb baik still ade lagi... okey.. now, aku dh setle hal baju nikah... kat mana aku hantar tailor??? yess... tu dia, berdekatan gak dgn Jakel... x silap anak Jakel punya butik gak tu.... ALTELIA AMANI... sbb ape aku pilih Altelia?? hmm.. jahitannya kemas.. then tiap2 kali aku beleh maj pengantin, baju2 dorg sangat cantik la... especially, part kain duyong tu... fuhhh... berderau jantung aku tengok design dorg...

Masa gi htr tailot tu... baru aku tau.. if korg nak baju nikah korg cantik bila guna kain chiffon ni, jgn bli chiffon yang alredy beaded... korg bli chiffon kosong... so, designer Altelia Amani ni bley design macam2 tuk korg... tapi price would be mahal lagi la..sbb dorg akan suggest korg tmbh beads and manik... tapi, hasilnye mmg cantik...

Nak tgk gambar baju nikah saya?????? heee




haaaa..ni la bju nikah sy..xberapa jelas ekk?? hehe..sorry ye.. em, actually, baju ni konsep nye simple je.. kain duyung, tp design yg sgt menarik..jrg sekali tgk design kain duyung cmtu kan??



ya, ni lah gmbr perincian tudung n veil sy.. designed by ALtelia jugak.. veil sy tu xmcm org lain buat V cut.sy sgt sukakan veil sy!!! heee



so, whut do u think??? cantik kan?? heheheheh

My Wedding Venue

pic credits to hyeyatee
haaaaa....rasa2 korg kat mana tempat ni???? okey... ni la tempat di mana akan berlangsungnya majlis aku nnti... sangat nice tpt ni, tak ramai org tahu lagi....
ini lah dia RUMAH MALAYSIA, BUKIT JALIL.... bertempat di Taman Rekreasi Bukit Jalil,..bersebelahan dengan highway bukit jalil tu...

mcm mn aku tau tpt ni?? of course la aku stay kat Bkt Jalil before pindah Kinrara...area umah aku ni xleh nak buat wedd..sempitt...kws chinese..so, buat la kat sini..heheh..nice kan?? sewa murah je.. dia suh letak deposit rm300 and RM200 (setelah slow talk dgn En Ramlan)..rasa2 bley murah lagi x?? kawasan ni mmg sesuai untuk wedding ala2 tradisi...tapi aku ni wat konsep campur dah..ahah..

depannye ade ni..

*credits to hyeyatee lagi

memang sesuai tuk pasang khemah kat depan tu, red carpet dari khemah ke rumah malaysia..then kat laluan tu letak arch and walkways dalan 6-8 pun dh cukup...bukan depan je, tepi2 rumah ni pun ade kwsn landai tuk khemah... cantikkkkk!!!!
parking lot tak pyh ckp la...mmg banyak... cuma satu je x berapa berkenan dgn jalan nak ke tpt parking tu berlobang terukk...risau gak ade kete sape2 yg bercalar kang.. kena tutup 1 laluan tu..hmm... tolong la DBKL, sewa dgn kami kutip, tapi xde pembaharuan ke nak perbetulkan jalan tu..teruk sgt laa!!!!!

My Wedding Theme

Setelah berhempas pulas sepanjang cuti ni,..akhirnya aku dah setle hal pembelian kain untuk :

-Akad nikah (off-white)
-Baju Penanggah (10 orang), wahh..seronok dorg dpt kain, tinggal wat baju je sdn bhd..hehe..aku beli kain batik sarawak dgn azah..kebetulan dia mengajar kt miri, so masa cuti sekolah dia bwk kain yg aku tempah tu... 10 helai for 150..okey la.. kain pun cantik..



warna purple pekat but corak spt kt atas ni la.. :) nice kan?? for baju nye pulak aku beli wrna purple plum.. hmmm... sgt jeles sbb bg kt penaggah...aku pon nak gak.. waaa.. kain nye aku bli kain satin baju melayu kat JAkel..kebetulan ade sale.. agak mahal jugak la aku bli 17m (rm10.90/m tapi dia bagi rm9.50/m) fuhh...melayang duit bebbbb....tkpe, still on budget.. :)

-Kain Baju Melayu tuk Family pd asalnya warna Silver..mmg cntik wrna tu, tapi dorg takde stok... tggu punya tggu..lepas 5 hari aku gi Jakel nk tuntut kain tu, dorg kata xde plakkk... kain sama cam kain penanggah tu tapi wrna je lain.. adehhh.. then pandai dorg berbisnes...ade plak suh aku tmbh lagi rm5/m then amek kain yg lebih mahal tapi wrna seakan2 silver+gold.. but cantik la...dh lari tema aku.. disebabkan kain bju melayu ni la aku terpaksa tukar tema wedding aku..mmg buntu..nak tknk terpaksa tmbh duit rm5/m...aku beli 30m so add on lagi rm150..dia bg discount rm125.. ok la... terlebih budget sket... :( dh la baju melayu ni nak upah jahit pun aku sponsor gakk... bankrup makkk!!!!

wrna nye ala2 ni:



- then, aku bli kain untuk penanggah... for sure la untuk menyelamatkan wedd aku nnt, aku blikan dorg wrna off-white je.. hehehe... kalu xm tenggelam aku nnt...heee..upah jahit..pandai2 la bakal pengapit aku tu nnt... hee

- bli kain tuk mak aku...fuhh...agak mahal la spend tuk my mum...tp xkpe, seb baik mak ade sorg je.. hihi...kain nye dirahsiakan..sbb agak eksklusif la.. tggu dah siap je nnt, aku upload k...

so, mesti korg xleh agak kan tema aku sbnrnya wrna ape... okeylah, senang crita, sumthing like disss.... :




haha..mintak maaf ye..seb baik jumpe wrna yg tepat dgn baju aku.. so, apekah wrna baju yg patut aku pakai masa sanding nnt??? adehhh... please help me.... tggl 3 bulan je ni... :(

if pkai off white, bju nikah aku dh off-white, kalu putih plak, belah lelaki nnt masa 1st day pn putih jugak... 2nd day bertandang aku pki baju nikah balik... so, aku decide mcm nk pakai wrna cmni:



masuk tak???? hehe

WHY R U NOT SERIOUS??

SAlam Semua, lama sgt tak update blog ni... :) tujuan aku tulis ni pon atas bebrapa sebab tertentu.. hik hik..
tiba2 rajin nak memblog kan diri ni.. :P hurmm, tapi kali ni bukan lagi ckp pasal SIY or Kerjaya ku... tapi pasal kawwwiiinnn!!!~
hehe.. sape tak suke borak psl kawen ni, sume mesti sengih sampai telinga la kalu sebut je perkataan kawen... lagi2 bila ada org ajak nk kawenn... hurrmm...

Tapi kan, dlm kes aku ni mcm perkahwinan ni x dianggap serius oleh Fizal kesayangan ku tu... Dia x bersedia ke ape ke xtau la.. tapi duk ajak aku kawen.. terus terang aku ckp, Kawin dengan aku ni kena byk bersabar.. bukan ape.. kawen dgn aku ni mcm kawen dgn masalah aku jugak.. yela, my family kan byk masalah.. so, if tak tahan, tak payah la nk teruskan juga hasrat nk hidup bersama tu.. bukan aku x nak, tapi mcm byk je mslh yg timbul... lagi2 soal DUITTTT....

Setakat ni, aku dh byk mbantu Fizal dlm kewangan lebih2 lagi soal duit hantaran... bukan nk bebankan dia pun, lepas kawin nnt sama2 hadap benda tu.. saling tlg menolong la kataakn... huhu.. ni salah satu sikap +ve yg perlu ditanamkan stp pasangan.. tapi jgn ngungkit plak lepas kawen nnt yeeee..... :)

Berbalik pada soal serius tadi, ape yg aku nmpk kat Fizal ni, xtau la...dia mcm x serius, x beria je nk kahwin ngn aku.. dia xda la prospose aku ape pun.. seingat aku, dia mula ckp soal kawen ni masa aku merajuk nak putus dgn dia coz aku rasa terbeban bila setiap mggu aku kena berulang alik KL-Gua Musang drive sorg2, kdg2 tu drive mlm sorg..uisshhh.. tapi bila aku sampai KL jumpa dia, mcm terasa x dihargai... kos aku balik setiap mggu tu mmg la sgt tggi.. sampai kan gaji aku pun cukup mkn je.. then i decide to break up wif him ats sebab aku nk rilex kan diri, fokus pd mencari harta daripd membuang hrta kat atas jalan..then dalam masa sebulan tu mmg aku balik GM-KL sendiri tapi KL-GM dia hantar naik kete aku then sampai GM terus dia naik bas balik KL semula.. mula2 tu aku curious gak la.. bleh ke dia ni tahan tiap2 mggu htr aku balik mcm tu, last2 cukup 4 kali, dia dh malas... suh aku naik bas la.. mcm2 la..hmm.. yg aku ni dh setahun duk berulang alik... start dpd situ aku merajuk xtahan sbb ikut hati aku, aku nk kawen cpt2 before raya lepas, tapi dia asyik tunda katanya nk tggu parents dia gi Mekah.. okey.. aku hormat keputusan Fizal...aku terus menunggguuuuu... (actually, dah 6 tahun kami couple dan 6 thn jugak la aku menunggu...)

Family aku pun dah banyk kali bsg2.. at last, Fizal suarakan jugak hasrat dia nk kahwin dgn aku kat family dia.. Alhamdulillah, family Fizal terima dgn hati terbuka... :) Family aku pon sama... cuma, dlm masa kami nk prepare ni mcm2 dugaan datang kat aku.. setakat ni byk dah aku tempuh satu persatu dan berjaya hadapi dgn bantuan Fizal... He's the compliment of my life.. :)
So, after dis, aku akan mengupdate kan banyak perkara tentang wedding preparation aku..hihi.. kalu korg rasa nk baca, baca la...hik hik..ikutkan dh byk dh aku setle utk wedd ni tapi aku akan share satu persatu yeee.. jumpa Lagi.. daaa~~!!